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Tepatnya baru beberapa jam yang lalu, gw chat dengan seseorang yang sangat berarti sekali bwt gw bahkan mpe sekarang. I dont know, but every i chat with him, i miss him. Padahal kejadiannya udah lama bgt, hmpir 3 tahun yang lalu dan gw udh berusaha bwt lupain dya. Berusaha tuk mencoba suka ma orang lain. Tapi ga bs sesayang gw ma dy dulu. Mudah melupakan orang lain tapi ga mudah untuk melupakan dia sampe sekarang. Apapun momentnya, gw ga tw knp gw bs selalu inget ma dy, dr hal yg pling sepele yaitu HP Soner w810i tipe walkman, dan setiap gw liat agri mart. gw selalu inget dya.
For me, he is different.only him that make me change if im wrong. gw heran, gw selalu bs nurut ma dya. n dy bisa manjain gw. im always remember it. Tapi memang sayang dy pada saat itu hanya menyukai orang lain, and seperti lagu ini di bawah ini. Taylor Swift-You Belong With Me

You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
She doesn't get your humor
Like I do

I'm in my room
It's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatchu doing
With a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.


Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
That i'm the one
Who understands
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me

dan sekarang udh berbeda, gw ga sedekat dulu ma dya. karena pada saat itu, gw yang minta dy tuk menjauh karen saat itu benar2 sakit. tpi bila kadang gw ingat dy, yang gw inginkan adlah mendengar suaranya saat dy telepon gw, saat dy bisa membuat gw tidur di saat gw sakit. Itu semua hal2 yg paling gw kangenin dr dya. im realy miss him so much. tpi gw juga hrus lihat kenytaan, bahwa semua itu ga kan bisa kembali. gw sadar gw ga akan bisa breng ma dya.
Gw terus belajar tuk meyakini bahwa
Tuhan telah menyiapkan pasangan untuk kita masing-masing yang akan ditunjukkanNya di waktu yang tepat dan suasana yang tepat bwt qta berdua. dan gw selalu berusaha belajar tuk percaya bahwa kenapa Tuhan ga kasih gw jodoh sekarang karena gw masih diberi kesempatan yang lebih banyak tuk bisa membahagiakan orang tua gw, temen-temen gw dan bisa bermanfaat bwt orang lain.
Thanx kmu udh pernah ad di halaman lembar kehidupan aq. karena kmu aq belajar bnyk hal tuk menjadi manusia yg lebih baik dan dewasa.aq berharap km akan segera menemukan jodohmu lebih cepat. aq ingin melihat kmu bahagia terlebih dahulu